Cursed 21/10/10

I just wanna be happy.

i want everything to be okay

i just want to be the one who makes you happy.

i'm sorry if i m abit off and bad tempered the whole day today, and night before sleep.

i'm sorry i'm the cause of your sleepless night.

i know there's nothing i can do to turn things back and redo every mistakes i've made.

but i don't want to be like this..

this..

my dear, We promised.

that no matter what, never sleep with an unsolved fight/argument.

but tonight, 21st october 2010. We slept with a broken heart, anger, and hatred.

it's the 21st, our anni-monthsary. you can't be bothered.

i slept with half of my body exposed to the cold.

i slept with half mind awake just to catch you before you go in the morning.

but you,

you don't even want to look at me in the eye.

you hate me.

i'm the embarrassment. is what you said to me last.

I run and run till my heart could barely pound any faster.

till my blood could barely pumped to my heart.

till my mouth could barely open more wider to gasp O2.

till my legs could barely feel a muscle.

but you,

you pushed me away.

you said things that hurts my ear and heart.

it's our 2years and 7months anni-monthsary.

and you said it's your big day today and you just wanna have fun, without me, without having to care about my feelings.

i walked home, with tears falling down my face like a waterfall.

I just want to be happy.

I don't wanna live a day without you.

I just want to be the one to make you happy... Stereo in Secrets

This is just too beautiful.

by mayadstudios.com

Too Much "A"

Crown J

&

Seo In-Young

My favourite couple!

their signature "A"

Hip-Hop style couple

Too much!!! "A"

A very late Happy Mooncake Festival

Happy Lantern Festival

so I know it's very late...

but still..

hahaha never too late

Remember the times when we were young as kids, back home at popo's house..

the Tan families having dinner together at the round table, talking , laughing, enjoying the delicious food our dearest grandmother made specially for each and everyone of us according to our likes.

After dinner, we would all gather around the living hall, while watching television, there will be after dinner fruits on the table. More talks and laughters surrounded the house. Us kids would quickly rush outside to the front yard, feeling all excited to light up beautiful lanterns and candles. Each house across the neighbourhood would be lighten up with colourful lanterns and candles as the full moon brighten the dark sky. Back in the house, the adults would enjoy traditional mooncakes.

ahhh I missed those days.. when we were young and naive.

As we grew older, from teenagers to young adults whom we are right now... lesser we will feel excited. But to see the younger generation acted like us when we were young, it's amazing.

Imagine the adults watching us now, we must have reminded them when they were young.

anyways, as you can see in the picture above, I went shopping at chadstone and saw some cute small lanterns with lightbulbs , not candles. I bought it and decorated jude's room. It's red in colour as you can see. When you turned off the light and turn on these lanterns, the room looks romantic and all. teehee~

I love decorating.. but too bad i can't hammer needles onto wall cuz it's not my house! grrr

that sucks to the max.

Enough of talking. Let's enjoy the night before the full moon deemed.

She's cute

Introducing my new PUMA

She's a cutie right??

hehehe

Yellow is hot

Jude bought me this on our 2years and 6months anniversary @ Platypus Chadstone.

I was just showing him that I love this bag so much but i have doubts buying it cuz I don't know whether it's worth buying. I was like seeking for his opinions and when he saw it, he's like, "Okay, I'll buy it for you. "

hahaha

after he paid for the bag at the counter, I asked the cashier to borrow me a scissor so that i can cut off the tag. I carried this cutie since then whenever i go out, wherever i go. even to work ;D

anyway,

I love it so much . end of story.

p/s I think it's sorta like limited edition or something. cuz there's only this yellow and another white one left in the store. only 1 i guess. ;D hopefully.